I Am Afraid

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I am afraid that no one will ever understand me

I am afraid that everyone thinks I am crazy

I am afraid of your judgment

 

I am afraid that there is something wrong with me

I am afraid that I am broken and that I can never be fixed

I am afraid that I will never be loved for who I am

 

I am afraid that no matter how much I talk, no one ever hears me

I am afraid that no one can see me

I am afraid that I do not even exist

 

I am afraid that I have to be perfect in order to be accepted

I am afraid that I am just plain not good enough

 

I am afraid that if I tell you who I am then you won’t like me

I am afraid that you will think I am weird and that it is a bad thing

I am afraid of what telling you things that I am afraid of will make you think

 

I am afraid that I will die and no one will ever know who I was

 

I love you

Tanni

 

 

 

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