I Am Afraid

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I am afraid that no one will ever understand me

I am afraid that everyone thinks I am crazy

I am afraid of your judgment

 

I am afraid that there is something wrong with me

I am afraid that I am broken and that I can never be fixed

I am afraid that I will never be loved for who I am

 

I am afraid that no matter how much I talk, no one ever hears me

I am afraid that no one can see me

I am afraid that I do not even exist

 

I am afraid that I have to be perfect in order to be accepted

I am afraid that I am just plain not good enough

 

I am afraid that if I tell you who I am then you won’t like me

I am afraid that you will think I am weird and that it is a bad thing

I am afraid of what telling you things that I am afraid of will make you think

 

I am afraid that I will die and no one will ever know who I was

 

I love you

Tanni

 

 

 

5 Comments Add yours

  1. jules says:

    i can relate so much to this.

  2. Tesha Young says:

    I looked you up and found this link from your you tube because about a year ago I found your videos on YouTube and they really spoke to me. I got back into raw vegan ism and quit pain pills and was feeling great. Your videos feel very energized. Unfortunately something very upsetting happened in my previous relationship which lead to a downfall. I looked up your videos and found this. I intend to watch the post ivory dig in and let the healing begin again bit without the relationship that was harmful. I understand being afraid I have secede anxiety disorder in general but please do know that you are a gifted woman and appreciated.

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