I Love You

Because I can see inside of your precious heart Because of all the unique and important things you do each day Because I know that some parts of you don’t feel very good about yourself   Because you are so much more than your scars Because you are a perfect expression of divine love Because…

I Love My (Sick) Body

According to my mother, a part of me seemed “fragile” from the moment I was born.  Other pieces of mine such as strong spirit and an “I can do anything” attitude have done a lot to offset this truth in my life but nonetheless it was an accurate sensing. As a child I was often…

I Married Myself

Despite the fact that I had already been on a self-love journey for about seven years, a little over a year ago I realized that in many ways I was still more devoted to my partner than I was to myself. Don’t get me wrong, I have a really big heart and I enjoy nurturing…

Autism Diagnosis at 32

I fear that nothing I write here will do justice to the validation I felt when I heard these words. It was one of the best moments of my life.  Not because of the particular label necessarily, just the fact that I had finally been given one for the feelings I had been experiencing for…

Why I Eat 100% Organic

When I first read about organic food 12 years ago I was really excited.  As a lifelong lover of all things natural and healthy, I eagerly ran out to the stores in search of this super clean food.  At the time there was much, much less available than there is now but nonetheless I quickly…

I Am Afraid

I am afraid that no one will ever understand me I am afraid that everyone thinks I am crazy I am afraid of your judgment   I am afraid that there is something wrong with me I am afraid that I am broken and that I can never be fixed I am afraid that I…

Vegan for Eight Years

I became vegan eight years ago in May of 2009.  I did it because I thought it would help me heal from some health issues I had been struggling with.  Although it has definitely lent a hand in various improvements made over time, I have continued to battle with my health nonetheless. But that is…

Extreme Empathy

Sometimes I really question how I am ever supposed to “make it” through a “normal” length of life here on this planet when after 34 years I am still traumatized and sobbing over the fact that I just saw a spider in my kitchen with a very small bug dangling from its tentacles.  Ten minutes…

Here Goes…..

It has been almost four years since I have posted here.  So hello, lol. I have been going through so much.  Oh.My.Goodness. I guess that for a long while I assumed that at some point after my life “got better” that I would start writing here again.  The thing is, life is super uncertain and…

Straight from My Heart <3

Hello my beautiful, magestical, love-filled beings, So it has been a little longer than usual but here I am and here comes something….straight from my H-E-A-R-T.  Just type and then hit publish.  This is gong to be as raw as it gets folks! The truth is…I love you all SO MUCH!!!  I know that many…